Comfortable But Anxious

COMFORTABLE BUT ANXIOUS

The last 10 days have been exhausting.

I went to Delhi for a wedding, but because my family is completely dependent on me, I mostly played the role of a 24/7 pick-up and drop-off service.

I stayed for 4-5 days after the wedding, and it was incredibly comfortable. But that comfort triggered a realization: my whole life has become too comfortable.

There’s nothing new happening. No productive stress. And honestly, this level of comfort worries me.

Here’s the weird paradox I’m stuck in:

I’m actually satisfied with what I earn right now.

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What are your morning rituals? What does the first hour of your day look like?

Umm to be very honest, it is bad!

I have been thinking this for years and even trying to improve but it just remains the same. Like, I remember last year I had improved it for 2-3 months – I was waking up, doing exercise then bathing and finally sitting for work.

But, it only lasted for a few months.

As of today, I woke up randomly in the middle of the night and then scroll on phone for hours.

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What was the best compliment you’ve received?

As a guy, the number of compliments you receive is bare minimum. I am not talking for everybody but definitely for most.

Upon thinking, I can think of 2 compliments both given by my school teachers.

One was about that how Rohit will do something great in life that everyone will remember and talk about (in a good way). What was surprising to me was the number of times he repeated it, like every now and then –like he had a gut feeling about me.

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You’re going on a cross-country trip. Airplane, train, bus, car, or bike?

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Cross-country?

Realistically, I don’t even have a Passport as of now. I am postponing that task since February – extending the deadline date in Google Tasks every week.

But, if given a chance – a few options look lucrative enough.

As I am learning bike these days, bike would be my number one option.

Second option would be my personal car as it has a certain comfort level and I really like to sit in a car ( I don’t know driving yet ) while my favourite music plays in the stereo.

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